Since Kristina left... ( "Tainted love")

What happened to me since Kristina left? I am writing this only for your information, my dear friend, and I do not even care whether you will read this or not. I am watching Marylin Manson interviews on youtube whenever I feel like getting killed by the boredom around me( which is stupid, because actually I am never bored, rather too tired to do anything of great importance, even sooner not consequent enough to learn). In two years I will be  ready to publish a whole Marylin Manson biografy if my life continues this way...